Blog #3

Four months ago I lost one of the most important person of my life, my dad. I never thought something could happen to me like that. Before it happened I never thought in a million years that I could loose a parent. Things have just been so much different in my life now. Living without him has put a whole in my heart because I know that I would never be the same. It feels like my life has changed forever now. I've matured a lot and have admitted that I've have much distant myself from a lot of people and things. That transformation from being "daddy's girl" to being just mommy baby is hard because I'm so use to running to my daddy. Yesterday was the first time Ive been back to the cemetery since he passed. I went to go visit him and it was so hard. But I got time to just sit there and talk to him. I don't think anyone knew the pain I felt and still feel. That's a pain that I couldn't explain through words but only through tears and my love. I realized that I will always be daddy's girl because he will always be in my heart.